Hiding in the womb, scared, unwanted, unloved
Why am I coming into this world?
Born and whisked away
Where is my Mommy?
Where is her love?
Where is her milk?
Where IS SHE????
Angry, terrified, alone
What is this place filled
With bright lights and strangers?
Where is the warmth, the Love that I came from?
Rescued by loving parents
At ten days old
Another strange place
I still feel alone
It’s too painful being on this plane
I don’t belong, I’m lonely and still scared
It’s safer to go back where I belong
To float and be in Unconditional Love
Another scary place
My new Mom, GONE
More strangers and more pain
I’m tied down, I can’t move
The tubes hurt
I must leave
I don’t belong
Let me go, let me go
They are beautiful
These Angels
Sending me Light
Telling me to stay
Should I stay
Or should I go?
They say ‘stay’
I’m reluctant
They keep sending me Light
I struggle
The pain is severe
They send me more Light
I stay
My new Mom
So relieved
I feel Her Love
Deep at my core
The pain is still there
Unloved, unwanted, unworthy
So much shame, so much shame
It’s ONLY experience
That’s all it is
EXPERIENCE
It is NOT Who I Am
My Mother birthed me
Her greatest gift to me
Thank you Mom
I LOVE YOU
The Angels
Have shown me
STAY
You have a PURPOSE
I AM SO MUCH MORE THAN MY BODY AND MY EXPERIENCES
FREE
EXPANSIVE
UNCONDITIONAL LOVE